Mom, I Love You The Wrong Way

Mom, I love you the wrong way

The sprawling beast, infested bowels

Needs to be fed

Parasitic colonization

Its claws pierce me from the inside

Absorbing the vital essence

Phantasmatic tapeworm serving its desires beyond mine

Individual will dissolved, desecrated nature

Mom, I love you the wrong way

Poisonous snake, raised from sleeping ashes

Cancerous womb, primal hybridization

True face of evil forever unknown

At least I experienced its touch inside

Unsuccessful relentless resistance, filling a bottomless abyss

An acute sense of perversion

Acid secretion discharge, corrode the mucosa

Constant narcissistic need to become someone I can’t be

Unstoppable appetite, maternal digestion

Illusions forgotten, it will never leave

The oedipal parasite never sleeps

It enslaves me, submits me to its needs

Spreading guilt through my guts