Never

i've tried so hard

to hold it together

keep us together

forever

but i'm broken now

broken down

but i never knew

a person like you

could cause me so much pain

nothing to lose

nothing to gain

nothing will ever be the same

and i've kept it all

together

and you don't even care

and i've tried so hard

but you shot me down

do i want you back now?

never

the waves are crashing

down on me

knocking me down

theres nothing you can say

to me

to assure me that you

wont ever hurt me

the way i've been hurt before.

the anxiety builds up

and doesn't leave

until i have you in my arms.

any little thing

could trigger it

set it off

break me down.

im letting down my walls

for you.

i feel bare.

like no one cares,

but you.

i'm insecure.

i feel alone

but you can change all that

and i know you will.

but you can't change me.

it's just the way i am.

and i've kept it all

together

and you don't even care

and i've tried so hard

but you shot me down

do i want you back now?

never