When I Was

When I was with her, didn’t see her, didn’t feel her touch

When I was with her, never held her, didn’t need her much

When I was with her, didn’t know her, didn’t think I should

When I was with her, never showed her, never thought I could

Now I’m without her, It’s getting colder, it’s the same old thing

Now I have found her, I can see her, I can feel her sting

Held a diamond, right in my palm

Raising hell, couldn’t stay calm

What has happened, don’t understand

Jakyll and Hide, the evil in men

The same routine, the same mistakes

I never learned, what it takes

Loud ‘n proud, my head up high

Falling down, my only prize

Caught in a tin can, with her cold hand, holding down the lid

The darkness inside now, cannot climb out, cannot find a grip

The devil is waiting, masturbating, watching me break apart

The sinner is paying, I am praying, trying to safe my heart