Hematopia

I don't recognize my life

Who is this soul so weak and paralyzed

Cold claws raking up & down my spine

I'm never alone, but I'm lonely all the time

This is where it ends, within the empty dark

I'll set myself aflame, resurrected

By the spark...

I may be broken

But I won't fall to pieces

Lonesome & corrosive

The weakness of your secrets

I won't die like I've done many times before

I'm gonna run

Away from the wounds

Of war...

When the moon casts shadows long across my wall

I'll pretend they are my friends & I've known

Them all along

I'll sit and pretend I'm not waiting on your call

When the phone finally rings

My courage will dissolve

And I will run to you

I will run right back to you...