I Know

Bondin' over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share

My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare

I know life is a bitch and she don't fight fair

How the fuck I wake up from one dream to a nightmare?

Left folks behind, you seen that light glare

I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs

Why can't I just pull up to your crib and see your right there?

Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care

Let's just be friends before we rush into a label

Wanna know if you really fuck me, girl, what's your angle?

It's only for the better if I'm tryna change you

Lovin' me ain't easy, if you leave, I don't blame you

Trauma got me fucked up, so I'm mentally unstable

I got wrapped up in my emotions, now I'm tangled

Deep in my thoughts and overthinkin' can get painful

Watch how I move, one wrong decision can be fatal

Hidden messages, conversations with my angels

Just walk with me and you'll see I'm tryna save you

Most times I'm by myself I'm still confused from betrayel

From rags to riches, shit's still hard, I'm just unfaced to

Bondin' over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share

My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare

I know life is a bitch and she don't fight fair

How the fuck I wake up from one dream to a nightmare?

Left folks behind, you seen that light glare

I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs

Why can't I just pull up to your crib and see your right there?

Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care

Livin' on his own and he runnin' out of options now

'Cause he felt like he couldn't be his self at his momma house

Hittin' licks, missin' school, junior year he thought 'bout droppin' out

Him against the world,.40 on him when he poppin' out

On his dark road, he's just tryna find a proper route

Hate the criticism, he uses music to block it out

But as a youngy he was molested as a baby boy

Messed up his head, it even changed the way he play with toys

Up late night rappin', they told him to quit makin' noise

Stuck in his feelings, he be spendin' every day annoyed

He wanna stand over a nigga, leave his face destroyed

He miss his hood, now this something that he can't avoid

Bondin' over drugs and pain, dirty Sprite share

My dawg was one of a kind, I know your type rare

I know life is a bitch and she don't fight fair

How the fuck I wake up from one dream to a nightmare?

Left folks behind, you seen that light glare

I know you walkin' up to Heaven on them white stairs

Why can't I just pull up to your crib and see your right there?

Nobody love you 'til you dead, that's when they might care