It's Going Down

It's going down in my dark side

My mind starts sweating, my heart

It starts a chain reaction

That's how the pain it all starts

It's going down where no one can see

It's a sad sad sight

The feeling just gets stronger

I see you, I just put on a smile

I try to cover it up

But I can't take it too much longer

Time stands still, as I lie in place

I try to block out the pitch

In my head that keeps ringing

So I pound and pound on myself

I try to wake myself up

But I can't cause I'm not dreaming

It's going down in my dark side

With no release or escape

Doesn't believe in forgiveness

It's an emotional rape

It's going down where no one can see

It's a sad sad sight

No suspense as what will follow

Fractured terror fills my peace

Shocks my senses

Leave me empty sad and hollow

Time stands still, as I lie in place

I try to block out the pitch

In my head that keeps ringing

So I pound and pound on myself

I try to wake myself up

But I can't cause I'm not dreaming

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin'

It's goin' down

It's going down in my dark side

Shivers and shakes through my soul

Ration surveys the damage

There's nothing left to control

It's going down now, I'm face to face

With the hollowness

That echoes in this darkness

How can I fight when I cannot see what to fight

Reluctantly how can I even stop this

All hell is breaking loose

Now panic rules as emotions blaze on fire

I'm goin' down down down down down

I'm goin' down

I'm so damn tired

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin' down

It's goin' down it's goin'

It's goin' down

It's goin' down in my darkside