Suicidal Failure

Father forgive me for I know not what I do

I tried everything, but I'll leave it up to you

I don't want to live, I don't know why

I don't have no reasons, I just want to die

I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help

I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself

I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired

I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire

I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun

I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done

I took all my mothers sleeping pills

I jumped off a freeway bridge

I drank three kinds of poison

And drove my car off a ridge

I beat myself with a bat

Put a noose around my head

I overdosed on heroin

But I'm still not dead

Death may not be the answer, it can't be all that great

But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate

By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun

I want to start my second life now

So shoot me with your gun