Hard Surprise

i'm killing myself slowly

way too fucking slow

you never see my weakness

i never let it show

buried so deep inside me

i can't remember where

on my way straight to hell

and i'll wait for you there

where can i find the answers

i've looked everywhere

drugs, religion, sin and penance

i've tried them all they're not the cure

i've been beaten down by life

but i'me still fighting abck

i want to die with dignity

keep your tears i'm on track

destined to go nowhere

determined to get there first

where can i find the answers

i've looked everywhere

drugs, religion, sin and penace

i've tried them all they're not the cure