Still Lost

Moments pass me by, I wonder why,

Do the things i've done define my life,

Still on the outside looking in on a world that was never for me,

Still lost in a search for answers,

Still lost in translation,

Still lost in myself,

Still questioning my mental health,

Walking to break an endless cycle,

Or catching up in a losing race,

Losing on both sides of the coin is not the choice,

I'm willing to make,

What does it take to break the mould,

All I know i'd be going nowhere if I knew the way,

Our mistakes pave the road into these uncertain days,

I'm walking on a razor's edge barely above the roaches,

And i'm clinging to a dead weight,

Falling through the cracks again,

Time for me to let go before i'm through.