Lost & Lazy

Mother, is this my gift flowing in nature?

Like the Buddha accepting the term

This is destruction, theory creation

And the people watch what they want

I thank you but I'm well enough by now

And though I'd like to change into someone better

Someone, mother, would never know

And this is mutation, self mutilation

And the purge of love, it costs too much

Thank you but I'm well enough I know

I say I'm lost 'cause I'm lazy

Say I'm caught but I'm not

It's an excuse, not even my own

I picked it up to be left alone

And now I'm in the presence, the greatest indifference

Being wise, being old

They can find you out when you get to loud

And you start to weep for love and peace

I thank you but I'm well enough I know

I say I'm lost and I maybe

I say I'm caught but I'm not

It's an excuse, not even my own

Picked it up to be left alone

I say I'm lost and I maybe

Say I'm caught but I'm not

It's an excuse, not even the truth

I picked it up to get away from you