I Can't Face It

Is it my fault

What did I do wrong

I cant face it

I doesn't feel real

I was afraid to sleep the day you died

I didn't want to wake up

I want to lose myself

I want to become numb again

I want that day to be a dream

I can't face it

It doesn't feel real

I loved you like my own child

But I was barely with you a year

You were spunky and bright

You loved to be outside

You loved sweet things

And you loved to be wild

I cant face it

It doesn't feel real

Just the day before you were bright and Active

I didn't know you were sick

I didn't know you would die the next day

Why is the sun still shining

It reminds me of you

I can't face it

It doesn't feel real

You are gone

I'll cry when we bury you

I'll cry when I go by where you lived

I'll cry for a while

But I'll be fine