Lost In A Fantasy

Suspendid

I'm weightless

Probing through my thoughts

I'm unconscious

I swallow the thought of one day

I will wake to reality

How can I find my own?

Lost in a fantasy

When will this life be whole

I've tried a million ways

To break free

I stay high

Sedated

Insecurities far away now

Wasted, I stand here and bleed

For a way to reinvent me

Prepare for the leap

There will be no more suffering

Push within to find the will

To plunge to the end

Take a deep breath

Plunge to the face of the earth

For the awakening

Face down on the concrete

Pick up all the shattered

Pieces of me