This Ain't Living

It's been over ten thousand minutes since you said good-bye

And I've thought about that moment at least a million times

You were standing at the kitchen counter with a single tear in your eye

The day you changed my life

Well I'm still going through the motions

Well I'm still taking in the air

Oh my heart's still beating

I'm still dreaming just like you were here

But something's wrong, something's missing

And it doesn't seem fair

I'm doing all that I can do to make it through

Well I'm still breathing but this ain't living

Without you

Well I can't smell the roses and the rainbow's just shades of grey

All those things that made me happy just don't move me the same

I can't help but remember us laughing and the way I held you every night

You made my whole world come alive

Well I'm still going through the motions

Well I'm still taking in the air

Oh my heart's still beating

I'm still dreaming just like you were here

But something's wrong, something's missing

And it doesn't seem fair

I'm doing all that I can do to make it through

Well I'm still breathing but this ain't living

Without you

Well I was minding my own business down at our favourite bookstore

Contemplating my own existence when you walked through that door

You asked how I was doing so I gave my best to lie

But I wanted so bad to tell you what I really felt inside

(going through the motions)

Well I'm just taking in the air

Oh my heart's still beating

I'm still dreaming just like you were here

But something's wrong, something's missing

And it doesn't seem fair

I'm doing all that I can do to make it through

Well I'm still breathing but this ain't living

Without you

Well I'm still breathing but this ain't living

Without you