Losing Battle

Can't handle this life anymore

Point in the mirror and I ask what for

Just a miserable monster or part

Dangling at ropes' end good start

Crumbling down - into a mess

I've got too many problems - that tell me I'm less

Than the good god - who watches above

Who'll damn you to hell - and then tell you to love

Now suicidal, caught in a trap

Can't get out don't want to fight back

Now the firing squad is set

To give me the bullet to help me forget

Thinking smart but I'm acting dumb

So come on tell me which side has won?

Just one message before my head explodes

You can't win the losing battle but I didn't know!

Now suicidal, caught in a trap

Can't get out don't want to fight back

Now the firing squad is set

To give me the bullet to help me forget

Crumbling down - into a mess

I've got too many problems - that tell me I'm less

Than the good god - who watches above

Who'll damn you to hell - and then tell you to love