Glorifying Means

Fantasies, misery came together

In the world of guilt and pain

A neverending game

Do not reject me, I was better of without

But in my agonized existence I needed to be free

Free my mind, free my soul

I do not need to feel no more

Feel no more, I'm better off this way

Alone, far from the past and its brutal face

I still feel the disgust and pain

Let me be free

This is my life today, this is the way it went out of control

I cannot do without these glorifying means, my remedy

These amazing illusions, fantasies

Fantasy, not for me, like another mirror of reality

Another point of view

Don't disbelieve me, I really tried to do without

But with sadness as a companion it's hard to do

Without the seduction, to become someone I'm not

But in this beautiful deception I'll overcome the night

Another day, another week, I'll overcome time

Colors seem to flow, they seem to come alive

While the sound of life is stronger than before

It's more than a dream, this is so real

I swim and fly, I never feel more than I need, than I fear

I roam, I cry, I am paralyzed

I can fight the world!

The sense of time is important now

Just like the past, just like right now

There's no illusion that this is for real!

Observe me, control me

Tell me what is best, what's good

Tell me how it worked for you

Tell me how to find myself, find respect, find the strength

Facing life so pure and clean, mean and hard

All these words, can't cure nor heal