Hating Every Minute

Sit down, please make yourself comfortable..

I might need some time

to dance around what I need to say

I love you to death, I think I need a break

I spend my days worried out loud

I gag in my head, I choke it back down

It hurts me inside to save you inside

so close my lips tight, move eyes to the side

This is the way we disappear

It's easy if you burnout like a star

This is the way we disappear

It's easy like a fifty foot fall

And I'm waiting, for whatever better time..

to evict these words that have rented out my mind

And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak out loud

like a year laying down

like a year laying down

like a year laying down

Relax on this bed of nails, on this plastic sheet

your blood leaves a trail right back to me

A problem you see

Would you please allow a moment to think?