Real or Not Real

Is this real

or is this not real

I cant tell

how I'm supposed to feel

They say I'll heal

That I'll learn how to deal

But I can't handle

all of this

When I'm with you

I want to kill you

Peeta stop

they've really messed you up

I have this memory

that I loved you

Peeta that's real

you really did

But how I can trust

when I'm so confused

Peeta believe me

I'm right here for you

I'm right here for you

I know I act tough

but inside I'm really scared

I only get by

thinking of those nights we shared

it's really selfish

but I know I'm gonna need you

so help me win this

and I promise we'll pull through