Surely

Surely you know what i’ve been dying to say

God knows it’s hard

When you’re not here i can pour out my heart

The words just come

But timing isn’t my best point

I miss the boat

Too scared to spit it out

I keep the lump in my throat

For crying out loud

What’s the worst that can happen

Maybe i’ll die

Maybe my life will begin

But sometimes even the best lines are misconstrued

At times i’m eloquent

Though not in front of you

I could keep it so quiet

Never tell you my secret

Living a lie

I yell inside

Timing isn’t my best point

I miss the boat

Too scared to spit it out

Kept the lump in my throat

For crying out loud

What’s the worst that can happen

Maybe i’ll die

Maybe my life starts here

Surely you know what i’ve been dying to say