Rubber and Soul

In my mind I`m crawling on your floor

Vomiting and defeated

Total absence of grace

Your reluctant voice

saying; you decide your own fate

But I wear rubberbands round my soul

They keep me from crawling

And these rubberbands round my soul

they keep me from falling

In my repeated dreams

You stare at me with an empty gaze

You turn your back on me

And you search for more intriguing days

Loathing this

Controlling this

Let me get a hold of this

So I wear rubberbands round my soul

They keep me from crawling

And these rubberbands round my soul

they keep me from falling

And then when you are not in my dreams

and not in my mind

but we are at the same place

at the same time

rubber no longer holds

the borders of my soul