Exposed

Since '91 I been a menace, for real

Born rotten and exposed

A rose in a garden full of hoes

A flowerbed of souls

Where the flower never learn

They can go, they can grow, they can

They can be something

I'm a bird, I'm a bird...look at me fronting

Been confused and obtuse, gotta mean something

I don't feel, I don't feel, I don't mean nothing

Mama looking around, what you gotta say

You propably never gave a fuck about me anyway

I know I'm foolish cause I love you with my whole soul

But I keep running so I ain't gotta home, I don't wanna go home

Running from the fire in my brains, in my ozone

Running from the pressure 'til I cave in my own home

You don't understand the obsessions that I got

I need love, I don't feel that shit a lot, nigga

Been alone from the motherfucking jump, man

Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man

Bitches either feel it or they motherfuckin don't, man

Time to draw the line and do the motherfuckin *snort sound*, man

Man, listen, I don't talk about myself, nigga, oh no

You don't get it, you don't feel it, nigga, oh no

Where I'm from is a nightmare not a smoke show

Niggas never make it there, they never make it, oh no, nigga

I'm from the generation of the scarred and abused

For real, man

You're either dead or you're dying or you doomed

And what's worse is nobody's got a clue

Of what the fuck that I go through in my brain

That there's a fucking beast of the motherfucking chain

That I be having dragons in my heart being slain

Til I'm broken and too vulnerable again

Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my nigga, for real

I've been beggin' since a younging, since a cub my nigga, for real

Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow

My third eye saw your devil and your angel

We tried to love each other from a different angle

Unfortunately we still got strangled

I don't even know if imma make it to the next day

Every day I wake up and I feel like it's my Death Day

You can see inside me like a motherfucking X ray

Losing to my demons in a motherfucking chess game

It's a hard life, I choose to lead, the memories so lucidly

I'm just speaking truthfully, it's hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe, damn