When It Doesn't Matter

I'm everything

You never wanted

Why does it mean so much to you?

I'm walking away

I'm not begging you

To please let me stay

You want to take a picture

So you'll remember

Me standing by this open door

Does it make any better?

If you tell yourself

I never wanted to go

Should I say that we should still be friends

Should I cry, or should I just pretend

But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave

Should I make you think I suffered

When it doesn't matter

You try to figure out

Why I said nothing

When you told me

It's over now

Why are you believing

That my smile is only here

To hide the pain (oh yeah)

Should I say that we should still be friends

Should I cry, or should I just pretend

But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave

Should I make you think I suffered

When it doesn't matter

(When it doesn't matter, oh)

I'm tried of happily ever after ending

I'm tried of make believe heroes

I'm tired of taking back what I've given

I'm tired of waking up here*

And it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave

Should I make you think I suffered (suffered)

Should I say that we should still be friends

Should I cry, or should I just pretend

But it's killing me, and I don't want you to leave

Should I make you think I suffered

When it doesn't matter

I'm tried of happily ever after ending

I'm tried of make believe heroes

I'm tired of taking back what I've given

I'm tired of waking up here

I'm tried of wanting you