My Insanity

Is this some kind of dirty name?

I bet everything I had but I've never liked to gamble

Is this the highest card? is this the end?

I said I wanted a break from my routine

But it's hard to keep my mind on a plane so different from a spiral

The way we were

What things should be

And all our thoughts buried so deep

So different from reality

So far from this world, so lost, where are my lenient thoughts?

Alone in this room just me with my insanity

So close to my oath, I'll be forever with your words

Alone in this room just me with my insanity

I lost the concern within my soul

I seek it everyday but is hidden just away from me

The way we were, what things should be

And all our thoughts buried so deep

So different from reality

So far from this world, so lost, where are my lenient thoughts?

Alone in this room just me with my insanity

So close to my oath, I'll be forever with your words

Alone in this room just me with my insanity

These walls are moving, the ghosts are haunting me again

I need to leave this place, I wanna escape... go!

I want to end this torture I wanna be left behind

Break this crystal prison rise my head and breathe new life

The way we were, what things should be

And all our thoughts buried so deep

So different from reality

So far from this world, so lost, where are

Alone in this room just me with my insanity