Metastasize

Impenetrable void covered with lies

Chaotic burning inside

It will rise

Trauma sustained grows into contagion

Perniciously, it’s invading

Pale sheath veiling the cavernous eruption

Lacerate, expose this farce

Facade

For all to see

Feel the need to spread the seed

Infiltrate infection

Crawling in black corridors lurks the reaper of dignity

Entering the sewer with innocent curiosity

But leaving with the seeds of corruption implanted

Blooming into an exquisite shield

The leather around the neck and the bolts built firmly into the skull

Ripped and stomped apart

So far beyond redemption, I can’t be saved

With vehemence I contaminate and realize fulfillment

Lured into a foul apparatus

Injected was a code for the crux

Soon the need will fill you, to break apart the delicate structures

Watch the circuitry dissolve into a viscous puddle

Exposing the tender meat contained inside

This blood tastes right

Displaced retribution

Pray for my exemption

Immortalize this sickness

Share with you malignancy

How can I shed before it spreads?

How can I triumph over my own tendencies?

To cut through the darkness and reach into the light

So it feeds, slowly

Imploding, deeply

Lacerating

So it seems it has me kneeling

To spread pestilence of the seedling

Wretched seedling

Invading every breath I’m breathing

To birth repellant pudenda

Struggling to fight the onslaught

But sinking into my pit of pathology

Wretched seedling

Invading every breath I’m breathing

So it seems it has me kneeling

Searching for somewhere I can point my finger

No, it’s no one’s fault but my own

Nothing can be done to stop the malevolent cycle

Our fate is sealed

While I fade it will gestate

metastatic growth will draw breath

As I melt, it rears its head

If it lives I will be dead