Too Much Time

It's a thought that I've had for years

So many brooks, only one may drown these boiling tears

But it's a roll on a coaster ride

Keeping track of the passing tireless light

With open arms, she took me in

Set sail when you offered shelter from the wind

But being foolish and unaware

I navigated and shipwrecked our affair

You don't know

But I died when they redid you

But diligent, just spent the time

You don't know

But I've been through

Every facet

I bet it's just a case

Of too much time

I've never thought I'd be counting days

Every minute just another book I'll fascinate

I shoulda shaken a different tree

I lost sight of the life I thought was meant for me

You don't know

But I've been haunted by emotions

And the ghost of a shattered dream

You don't know

But I've caused a grand commotion

And reached an all time low

Think again

Before we break the chain

You don't know

But every thought, every aspect

I've been foolish and unaware

You don't know

But I was a better prospect

Reflections come to show

Think again

Before you break the chain

Stop, rewind

No, you can't undo your mind

No

You don't know

But you're still alive in my diary

My fate is just a case

Of too much time

There's nothing I can say

To make it go away

What if I'm not to blame?

What if I'm still the same?