Apologies On Napkins

She smiles at me

Then brings coffee to the table

Then pours sugar in my cup

I need her here like she's a drug

Whispers that she wants me

Then take over my body

From the kitchen to the bedroom

You're just like the day I met you

Cold and calm the ring's not on the hands

I know that I left it

She's packed her bags, cause now she's had it

Don't look at me with those eyes, I'm still leaving

Yeah the sugar in my cup has lost it's flavor like your touch

With one call to the taxi

She walks right past me

From the stairway to the front-door

One goodbye then I was no more

And I've got apologies on napkins

With all the things to say

I say I'm sorry for a reaction

But you're still walking away

(And I know) I'm too late

(Stay - wait) don't wait by the bedside

I'm not coming back this time

(No not this time)

Run after her

This could be just like a movie

See me standing in the rain

How easily she looks right through me

Go inside she's crying

The last three years she's been lying

My life's a rainstorm of 'I love you's

I left you stepping in the puddles

Drive away, go against fate

You screwed me over like always

Babe, one day you will be sorry

And I've got apologies on napkins

With all the things to say

I say I'm sorry for a reaction

But you're still walking away

(And I know) I'm too late

(Stay - wait) don't wait by the bedside

I'm not coming back this time

We started playing in the rain

I'm who I am - I'll never change

And I hope lightning strikes me down

I'll show you and this whole town

That I'm one in a million

And never wanted to fit in any place

Except your heart

But we grew apart

Now rainy days are all I have

And I keep dreaming in the past

Will you keep me awake?

No more I can take

And I'm still breathing.

Keep me breathing, keep me breathing.