When And If

I wrote her a letter yesterday; told her that I’m fine.

That I can’t wait to come on back and make up for lost time.

The same life I promised her before, I’m going to give her when I open that door.

They say I’m here to fight their cause, and that I could die trying.

I’d like to think their aim is true, but I think that they’re lying.

The same life I was living well before, I’m taking back soon as I open that door..

Lord will I live to see that day?

Deliver me a sign..

‘cause it is only a matter of time before I lose my mind

yeah I’m losing my mind.

The same life I was living well before, I’m taking back soon as I open that door

‘cause every day I wake up to this war

I load up my gun and I can’t tell you what for.

I wrote her a letter yesterday; told her that I’m fine.

I may not see her ever again, but I’m gonna die trying.

I’m gonna die trying.

I’m gonna die trying.. die trying.