To Develop Self-Creativity

I look back to where I started

I've come so far but still I struggle with the meaning of it all

I've been given so many bleesings but I never fully enjoy their true beauty

As my thoughts carry me away

Are my actions noble or is there a deeper root of pride

That anchors down this newborn wings that one day longs to fly

Forgive me for my incontentment and irrationality

As I fight this downward pull to where one day

I truly will be free

Where are we going

Our path is uncertain

We struggle for answer

Lost so long ago