First Thing I Reach For

Brown liquor in black coffee puts my headache off for now

The hurt last night put on me still spinning me around

And I light up a smoke, even though I can hardly breathe

The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

Another night of bad decisions, there's one still laying in my bed

The bastard in me wishes he'd've woke up first and left

And you'd think a girl on fire would stay away from gasoline

The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

Oh the last thing I need is to need you like I do

And the first thing I reach for is anything but you

If I can keep away the lonely for a moment, well that's good enough for me

The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

If I can keep away the lonely for a moment, well that's good enough for me

The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need