Lorazepam

I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I'm not a victim, I'm not lonely, and I'm doing well for myself

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I drive a sports car, got a couple houses, fly first class

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

So why when I wake up and see my reflection, does it make me sick?

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

My wife, she loves me, I've got friends who'd jump in front of a train

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

But every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Folks pay to meet me, take a photo, tell me I should smile

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

But all I wanna do is take a match and set this whole place on fire

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

My parents sometimes try to reach me, but I never respond

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Not really sure why I'm still pissed off, but it's part of my brand now

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit?

I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care, yeah, I don't care anymore

Lucky for me, I'm pretty good at acting like I've got a hold on this

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore, I've got a sickness in my soul

I'm on my shit again

I find it kinda funny being out of control

Feed me Lorazepam

I'm not an addict, I just sometimes fucking hate myself

Every waking minute I'm tormented by my fucked up brain

I've got no reason to, so tell me, why I feel like shit?

All due offense, I don't feel bad if I push you away