Panic State

Here it comes again, this rage consuming me

The bottom of this bottle is a place Is a place I shouldn't be

I'm a little uneasy in this state that I reside

The devils on my shoulder, and I'm starting to confide

In this place I call my home

A fucking waste beneath your throne

Who I am I've never known

It's here I'll stand to die alone

So bury me, beneath this wretched place

And all that it's become, and Erase this human waste

So we dreamed of better days

They seem so far away

But I can't afford to stay

In this panic state

All aboard this ship to hell

My friends I wish you well

But I can't afford to stay

In this panic state

Searching for a reason, my eyes begin to bleed

I’ve lost all control of this life in front of me

And the hate that resides deep within my bones

Has left me crippled under apathetic tones

Abandon all that we ever knew

And all we ever knew

Is that which makes me who I am