Secondhand Traumas

Got me some secondhand traumas

They transformed mind into flesh

And lead to the untimely death of the child inside

Fall asunder... now!

And bleed like me, see it's easy

Don't want to be the only one to feel this way

They say when a wound is deep

It hurts the most when it heals

Growing inwards in the quick

Don't want to build a womb around me

Don't want to drown in amniotic fluid

Don't want you to say what I want to hear

Can't you see or feel at all?

Must we turn to such drastic measures?

Is suicide attempt the only cry for help you can hear?

A hand on a shoulder that writhes away

The mnemonics of this play is way to strong

Don't want your help but I want to heal

Cross my heart I hope you die

As you go boohoohoo

No hate no more

No more bitterness no more

Nothing matters anymore

I'm not in pain no more