Spirit Breaker

Staring at the walls to pass the time

(Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)

I'm not alright, it's become a disguise

(Friends and family, I'm losing ties)

Staring at the walls to pass the time

(Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)

(I've been here before)

I will survive (another month under gray skies)

I'm holding on as tight as I can

The monotony never seems to end

Every day feels the same

Every day I think about, the place I'd rather be than here

I've been here before

I will survive another month under these gray skies

I've been here before

I will survive another month under these gray skies

We've carried each other, through and over the seas

Over seas

We live for nights like this

The ones we wpn't forget

Forever remember

We live for nights like this

The ones we won't forget

Forever remember

I hope to open my eyes, to see this picture

I'm throwing it all away

I hope to open my eyes, to see this moment

That I should treasure forever

Staring at the walls to pass the time

(Pinch myself, make sure I'm still alive)

I'm not alright, it's become a disguise

(Friends and family, I'm losing all ties)

I'm holding on as tight as I can

(Coming home, I don't know when)

I'm holding on as tight as I can, I swear

My dearest love, I woke up tired today

Even more so than yesterday

How that's possible, I don't know

Nor do I want to

It's hard to find motivation when you're this drained

My body aches, but I'm used to feeling this way

Seventeen down, seventeen to go

That's not so bad, right?

I think of home often, and of you even more

Yesterday I saw the sun shining

It appeared for a few minutes, just after two

For a moment I found myself smiling

As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by

Maybe that was enough

Thank God, I needed that

For a moment I found myself smiling

As if those short rays of light were enough to get me by

Maybe that was enough

Thank God, I surely needed that

I surely needed that

Thank God, I surely needed that