I Begged You Everything

We slept for close to seven hours all the way to your

dad's basket case.

I didn't catch the final score so I prayed that we'd

sink a few more.

And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to mind about me,

but I was wrong.

Who wouldn't fear to leave it all cause it's gonna

come, it's gotta come.

I am the widow, the spidered king. There's web in your

teeth,

And there's holes in the ceiling. And I wanted more, I

left with nothing.

Who's really lost and who's really winning? I begged

again, you said hello.

For now that's all I know. Now I remember the exhaust

and remains.

A shallow shadow hung across my brand new drapes.

And I gave my car away, down towards the post office.

Man told me he needed it more. I believed him, went

home and slept more.

And that's what gets me sometimes, that's what struck

me blind,

And that's why there's no time. That's why I still try,

and that's why...

I begged you everything, I begged you everything.

Begged you everything, everything.

Fuck am I supposed to do when you just lie your arms in

mine?

Fuck am I supposed to do when you never lie about

tellin a lie?

So what was I supposed to do? Just keep on trying

through sleepless nights?

Fuck am I supposed to choose? Cause I begged you

everything, everything.

I can remember wishing that the season had lasted a

little longer.

It don't, and we die. If not me, then to my pride. If

not now, then tonight.

If not then, we just might give up trying.