Lyrics Balance and Composure

Balance and Composure

Fade

Leaning on the edge this time

Pacing back and forth I find that I can't get it right

Steady on my troubled mind

Bitter tasting words like

Why did I never write home

You think I am so worried and careful

I know you're right, it's true

I'm a weeping willow

And I know places that make the rainy days seem so bright

I've been to all of them a few times

Oh, what I sight

You say the world doesn't really want you to fade

Because it is passing

So hold on to all the little things that you love

Cause I am crashing

Just want to fade

Watch it all drift away

As I make my big escape

Spill my guts to the wall I find

Wasted all my precious time

That I never got right

Leaning on my wounded pride

Not the way I was designed

But I see no lie

I've lost every nerve on you

Plucking each one one at a time

It always eats away at you

Steady on your troubled mind

I'm scared of ever finding out

All I lived for was a lie

All the worries and the doubt

You don't even think straight sometimes

Fading quickly, hear it coming

I thought I saw it pass me by

Love me with an empty heart tonight

Just want to fade

Watch it all drift away

As I make my big escape

Just want to fade

Watch it all drift away

As I make my big escape