Ambush

Every ten years objective time

I'm aging only a month

If you're alive, returning according to schedule

I'm twenty-eight when you arrive

Hurry! I don't care if you're 30

Hurry! I don't care if you're old

I never ever wanted another

If I can't be your lover, I want to be your nurse

I cannot recall

The reason that I came here for

I don't know when it started

I don't know when it ends

I don't see any sense in this

My mind has been erased

So I can get along with this

Lost in time and space, what am I fighting for?

Seriously damaged but I don't let it show

Still there is capacity as long as there is faith

Pump-gun trigger pushed, we're being ambushed

No possible defence in the midst of the crossfire

As long as I am conscious there'll be no way to stop me

Got no ammo left but the power of my fists

A pain inside my chest just leaves me defenceless

I cannot recall

The reason that I came here for

I don't know when it started

I don't know when it ends

I don't see any sense in this

My mind has been erased

So I can get along with this

I feel disintegrated but still I am alive

Don't ask me, 'cause I don't know, the way that I survived

I feel the medic's fingers tickling my guts

The burning in my stomach is trying to drive me nuts

Can't see no reason in the things that I have done

It happens to be war, it's a war that can't be won

It's time to quit but they won't let you go

You're far too important for things that you already know

I cannot recall

The reason that I came here for

I don't know when it started

I don't know when it ends

I don't see any sense in this

My mind has been erased

So I can get along with this