Deadfall

I lie screaming

Remembrance of the past

Emotions betray me below

Adversity - My martyrdom

Rancid breakdown bethothed

Memories of passion overwhelming me

Corrupted love is displaced

The insect onset, death does not liberate

Deadfall, her final embrace

Forced to watch her decompose

Putrefy, it fills my nose

Tears in anguish I grieve

Smell the scent upon her shoulder

Festering, begins to moulder

Maggots are conceived

My delusions now torment me

Agonising the misery

At this point of death we do not part

Visualise my partner's corpse

I have but love and no remorse

In the final death-throes of my heart

Look her in the eye

Repulsive way to thrive

Death's spawn I feed

Choking on the fumes

In this heat infested room

My heart it bleeds

Lying trapped, my mind is free

Hallucination, fantasies

Relieve the life from when we met

Now I'm in her death's restrain

Horrific visions through my brain

Her rigor mortis starts to set

With her corruption I'm paralysed

Optic fluids pour from the eyes

Foul stench of decay makes me retch

Sweetly smiling from her jaws

Death opens wide it's sharpened claws

This death's erotic, how I letch

I thank god I'm an atheist

Prolong my anguish - subtract bliss

And as she rots

This nightmare never stops

I long for peace

In the end

Death is my lonely friend

I crave release

I lie screaming

Smothering in love

Now at the Reaper's call

A life that's seen

Adoration

Trapped in her deadfall