Our Apartment Is Always Empty

You let me sleep on your couch and your floor even in your bed window side

You let me have the corner in your closet a place where my boxed up life could

reside

In return I showed you how life was like a painting

One so violent and depressing you just closed your eyes

When you saw me disintegrating

Youd stand by and just watch me vaporize as the world fell in love with me

You fell out or so it seemed

Change your sheets to rid yourself of me

Because its been weeks and you still speak in your sleep

Remember when you brought home that picture of your dad

Hung it on the wall as a reminder of what it is to be a man

Well, I was lying when I said I didnt know where it went

I tore it up laughing and Id do it again

Because before I met you I had just that chance

I could have been a loving father, but at the time I couldnt bother

And since then to be honest things haven't gotten any better

You and I live as strangers, youre always writing others letters

As the world fell in love with me you fell out or so it seemed

Change your sheets to rid yourself of me

Because its been weeks and you still speak in your sleep

Ive thrown myself to the floor like a childrens doll

Feeling so so volatile

Why wouldnt you talk to me when I tried

Hid yourself behind a do not resuscitate sign

Leaving me to decide

Whether you fell in love with a girl or a guy

Or did you get lost inside the world you hid from me all this time

Letting me know exactly what was yours and never mine

Still, Ill harvest the blame

To me its all the same

The guilty have no shame

Jokingly said youd burn all that was mine in your place

With serious written all over your face

So I sleep in my cloths just in case

I feel the flames touch my face I cam make my escape with grace