Selfobtained Paranoia

Tearing, crawling under my skin

Something behind me,

something infront of me

No-one there but still...

The screams in my head

The unseen stalker

The growing nausea

It's coming, I can hear it

Blinded by absurdity

Persecutied by fear,

From a supremacy unknown

I consign my life to the black

Selfobtained paranoia,

a constant feeling of fear

Selfobtained paranoia

a haunted world/death is final

Forgive me father For I have...

Praying for something non-existent

Praying for help...

No answer, No god

Insomnia my everyday plague,

ripping my hair off

Cutting my veins

This is my world of self destruction

The screams in my head

The unseen stalker

The growing nausea

It's coming, I can hear it

Selfobtained paranoia,

a constant feeling of fear

Selfobtained paranoia

a haunted world/death is final

I find no solace in the eyes of your God

I find myself obeying the wishes of my essence

Searching inside my haunted soul

Nothing, just empty darkness

Immortality is the final target

The immortality of non-existence...

Selfobtained paranoia,

a constant feeling of fear

Selfobtained paranoia

a haunted world/death is final