Hateme

I have to block out thoughts of you

so I dont lose my head

Emi

they crawl in like a cockroach

leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape

To remind me I'm alone

Playing movies in my head

That make a p*o feel like home

There's a burning in my pride

A nervous bleeding in my brain

Emi

And ounce of pieces is all I want for you

Will you never call again

And will you never say that you loved me

Just to put it in my face

Will you never try to reach me

It is I that wanted space

Hate Me today

Emi

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months

It's one accomplishment that you helped me with

Emi

One thing that always tore us apart

Is the one that I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you

For holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars with myself

You were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions

On things like suicide or hate

Emi

You made me compliment myself

When it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so f*cking far away

That I never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart

To leave me behind

Hate Me today

Emi

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things

I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways

Emi

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

I'm kicking shadows in the street for every mistake that I make

Like a baby boy I never was a man

Til I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And the I found I'm yelling make it go away

just make it stop and let it shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "how can you do this to me?"

Hate Me today

Emi

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things

I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways

Emi

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you