Lyrics Blue October

Blue October

Schizophrenia

A silver plated numbing gum

And jesus resting on my thumb

A hard to reach malaria

I've got the mood that seems to scare ya

And I'm paranoid self destroyed

Believe me Lord I'm sorry

I've got the mood that seems to bury ya

I've got the nightmare called...

Schizophrenia

I cry I cry and I don't know why

The fever becomes my home

I cry I cry and I don't know why

The fever becomes my home

Em

Becomes my home

Becomes myyyyyyyyyyyyy hooooooooome

And I love it when you're holding me

You have a gentle way of calming

I haven't felt that way since 1993

When my mother held me

I bet you're waiting for a long sob story

Of how I was mistreated again

No, 'cause no I wasn't built that way

I was strong but desperately brave

And I didn't mean to scare ya...

Schizophrenia