Somebody

So you dropped me

Held me by my feet and let me go

I fell between the seat, but nothing broke

I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow

The one I knew of years ago

Now I'm twisted

Twisted from the waist and spun around

Promised only sky but given ground

Realized the makeup is for a clown

The clown I knew of months ago

I only wanted to be somebody

So fucking bad, I came unglued

I only wanted to be somebody

So here we are now, face to face

And I'm fucking you

So you caught me!

Wishing I were better than the rest

You hit me and left bruises on my chest

And when I wouldn't cheat

I spit upon your test

The test I tore up weeks ago

And now my fist is

My fist is for your face to cock the jaw

When I begin to rise, you start to fall

Now you know how it feels to drop the ball

The ball I threw back days ago

I only wanted to be somebody

So fucking bad, I came unglued

I only wanted to be somebody

So here we are now, face to face

And I'm fucking you

So I'll just stand right here for now

I should have won, but how?

I break a smart ass grin

Who let the loser win?

Let's break a smart ass grin

Let's let the losers win!