Rollin' Hard

In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be

Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me

I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder

I should be where i want to be in a half an hour

My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in

My eyes roll it takes control and it begins

Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away

A monster staring back is hard black and his soul decays

Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to kill

No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills

A contact a metal mixed with XTC

A knife in my hand and I know what i expect of me

The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for

Rush in my veins as i cut and slowly bleed this whore

Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire

Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher

Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)

When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop

(4x)

Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races

Look around the room and all i see is un-familiar faces

Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter

Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker

And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain

I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame

A plaid skirt with pink hair and ponytails

Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell

Our eyes met just like she saw right through me

Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me

And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine

She came up turned around so i gripped her from behind

Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck

And grinded up against me like she knew what was next

She was a pro and it made me want her even more She took me in the room and closed the fuckin' door

Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)

When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop

(4x)

Slammed her against the wall I fucked this bitch in a rage

And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze

I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear

But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here

So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt

And the blood stained the sheets from up under her skirt

I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin

Thats when i started to peek the room started to spin

And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat

And she didnt even blink when she started to choke

She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled

I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead

With a single breath right when i let her go

Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold

She got what she needed and i got what i came for

So i left her on her back like a fuckin' filthy whore

Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)

When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop