Free Fall

I fucking lost myself again

in the heat of the moment

its a lost cause I know it

I try to be open

Still this feast will unfold

you dine and you know

how you corrupt my mind

but you can never destroy my hope

I lost myself again stuck in a free fall

you play the game and you always win

in the heat of the moment

I lost myself again your spirit is killing me

stuck in free fall pictures and memories

you play the game and you always win

I know things will remain the same

I know I didn't fix anything

So I aim to pretend this won't happen again

you can disrupt my mind

but you can never destroy my hope

You can laugh you can smile

Feel your heart is open let your spirit free

In this light I think I'm starting to see

I know that your leaving me

And I wish I could feel apathy

every time I close my eyes

all I see is your anatomy

a taste of what it used to be

pictures and memories