One Without the Other

I'm constantly moving on involuntarily

From what I used to be

And now I'm meant to be, can I carry on?

Life seems to keep scaring me

Without my brother I'm so lost

And faced with insecurity

Capsized and violent holding

Troubled against my brothers

As if we've never been

One without the other

Through the worst or best

Kept this card close to my chest

But when the tables turn

I feel like you want me to burn

I try to reach out - hold your presence

These captured memories, I won't forget

Capsized and violent holding

Troubled against my brothers

As if we've never been

One without the other

Through the worst or best

Kept this card close to my chest

But when the tables turn

I feel like you want me to burn

With any passion of fun or dance

Just a pun - just a joke or a fake

Personally - it's not easy to please you

It makes me grind on my teeth

And when I have a blank canvas

Vacuumed from the choices

I must break my heart and say nothing

These tiny fragments in my head are telling me

It's not safe to question you

So I'll pretend this is the truth

I'm constantly moving on involuntarily

From what I used to be

And now I'm meant to be, can I carry on?

Escape and reshape

A plan or a play to invade space

I couldn't reach

As the ravens give meaning

I bleed this distrust to you

I try to reach out - hold your presence

These captured memories, I won't forget

Capsized and violent holding

Troubled against my brothers

As if we've never been

One without the other

Through the worst or best

Kept this card close to my chest

But when the tables turn

I feel like you want me to burn