Only When I Laugh

So, it's finally over

Had to happen but, no big deal

After all of that off again and on, what else is new

Well I said, well, will yaw catch me crying,

Not this kid will

Will I soon forget you, I just did

Does it really hurt me

Only when I laugh

Is my heart finally numb yet

Well, I don't think that I feel one thing

After too long of running cold and hot, then cold,

You end up blue

So I just did changing on my mailbox, suits me fine

And since you've gone your way, I'll go mine

Does it really hurt me,

Only when I laugh

Every time I fell in love,

I never fell completely

The joke is,

I was saving something for a person I thought was you

Well I guess I was dreaming

Glad the factor is dead and gone

And if my mind has keeps running back and forth,

And back and forth

Don't take that as a clue

It was a minor operation, I pulled through

Opened up my life and took out you

The only scars the heart that's neatly torn in half

Does it really hurt me

Only when I laugh