So Hard 2 Take

I'm trying so hard

To get you out of my mind

I tried so hard, until it was all over and done with

My feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my

stomach

At first it was love kid, then turned into constant

arguments

I tried my hardest to stop it, this bitching always

started it

Taking advantage of my fragile heart, tore it apart

Fixated on attraction,I should've known from the start

Overpowered by hazel eyes, my mind paused for a minute

Picturing love, there wasn't nothing that could block

the image

My thoughts depended on her actions, her ways, her love

Answered by the gods of lust, I prayed enough

Embraced her trust, made no fuss and dreamed happily

Day by day I noticed the pain increased rapidly

In the dying sense I tried to forget it and let it pass

But By doing this I forced a relationship that would

never last

Every path was fabricated, all trust was gone

Playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong

I questioned my love for you

You're leaving me

You knew I can't handle this pain

Crying for you in this rain

Why won't you say you're sorry?

Turn around and come back home

I'm just so tired of being alone

I hate her, how many times haven't I said it?

I hate the fact that she hates me, and I shall never

forget it

Never had I ever fucked with her feelings, let her

regret it

All of these years, lost into tears, that my letters

presented

I still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists

With the glass, I separated from the last picture

reflect

Together as one, wondering what I have done to take

this

Holding my pillow every night, wishing that she

replaced it

Well fuck it, it's all over and done, feelings are gone

And I'm starting to get tired of love killing my songs

So that my arms and forgotten treats left in my shirt

I love you, shit I can't even say or remember the words

Never concerning anything having to do with her past

you ruined it last, quit hiding the truth in that mask

Stupid ass, I'm ignoring the crap that you moaned

We had our time, until today I hope you're happy alone

I questioned my love for you

You're leaving me

You knew I can't handle this pain

Crying for you in this rain

Why won't you say you're sorry?

Turn around and come back home

I'm just so tired of being alone