Are You Still Alive

I can’t be seen, can’t be saved

I’m just a face to put on this memory

Even if I begged for your help

You wouldn’t even know what to do

I believe in revival

And even if you could

There’s too much blood

These stains don’t just wash away

Stop the medication

Because it’s only getting worse

I looked in the eyes of the doctor

As he held the hand of the nurse

“No one could survive this”

But those are only words

If I die here today

I will rise from this hearse

Forgive me

I made a big mistake

I got caught in the moment

It would take everything in this ambulance

To save me from this critical state

There is nothing that you can do.

Give it time and I will flat line

Clear

I need oxygen

That night I swore there was something in the sky

I never expected to feel you take it all away

Stop the medication

Because it’s only getting worse

I looked in the eyes of the doctor

As he held the hand of the nurse

“No one could survive this”

But those are only words

If I die here today

I will rise from this hearse

Just look at you now

Just look at me now

Just look as us

Is this what you call happy?

When all the while

All you wanted to see

Is my throat smile

Does this make you sweat?

I’ll be the ghost that you’ll never forget