something soon

Biting my clothes to keep from screaming

Taking pills to keep from dreaming

I want to break something important

I want to kick my dad in the shins

I was referring to the present in past tense

It was the only way that I could survive it

I want to close my head in the car door

I want to sing this song like I'm dying

Heavy boots on my throat I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

I can't talk to my folks I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

All of my fingers are froze I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

Only one change of clothes I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

My head is my head is my head is

Stay inside all this winter

Filling out forms from a busted printer

I want to talk like Raymond Carver

(an advertisement cries out)

I want to turn down the goddamn TV

("He should have gone to Jared's")

Binging on the latest sitcom

Feeling guilty every second it's on

I want put my foot through a window

(I document my mind loss)

I want to romanticize my headfuck

(through instruments of wordplay)

Heavy boots on my throat I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

I can't talk to my folks I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

All of my fingers are froze I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

Only one change of clothes I need

I need something soon

I need something soon

My head is my head is my head is

Let's burn this house down...