Hope

I've been thinking of ways to get back to a plan

So I've been planning a lot

Anything to release what I'm keeping inside of my head

Some days I don't even wanna get out of bed

I'm so stuck in a rut full of muck

That I've hidden away from all of my friends

I wish I could find a clear view

Of what I'm really supposed to do

Ride on, ride on

It's worth taking a chance

Ride on, you'll see

All I wanna do is feel my worth

Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble

Ride on, ride on

Today

I've been sleeping a lot to escape from this scene

Any dream that I have when I sleep

Is enough to wake up what I hide underneath

Some days I become something you'll never see

I'll shut my phone off for days

To avoid any face that I know when I'm hiding from me

I wish I could find a clear view

Of what I'm really supposed to do

Ride on, ride on

It's worth taking a chance

Ride on, you'll see

All I wanna do is feel my worth

Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble

Ride on, ride on

Today

I've been searching for hope

So I can stand on my own