Suicide

Everywhere is still

everything is restless in my heart

I hate the way this feels

suddenly I'm scared to be apart.

The days are dark when you're not around

the air is getting hard to breathe.

I wish that you would just put me down

I wish that I could go to sleep.

Loving you is suicide

I Don't know should I go or should I stay?

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

But I heard you say you loved me.

That's the part I can't forget

and I wish that you'd come save me

cause' I'm standing over the edge.

I should let you go

tell myself the things I need to hear

but my brain is wired wrong.

That's why i'm loving you when you're not here.

Feels like I drown in your every word

and every breath that's in between.

Somehow you got me where it really hurts

And it's killing every part of me.

Loving you is suicide.

I don't know should I go or should I stay.

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

But I heard you say you loved me

that's the part I can't forget.

And I wish that you'd come save me boy

cause I'm standing over the edge.

loving you is suicide

and my world's about to break

And I... had as much as I can take

and love is a long way down.

Loving you is suicide

and it's getting harder everyday.

I'm tryna to keep myself alive

knowing there's a chance it's all too late.

And I'm way past every moment

but I'm still determined to fight

and I know it's taking all my strength

to keep emotion alive.

Loving you is suicide